You

I hear your voice in my dreams,
I wake, in a cold sweat to screams,
Feeling so alone,
I wish I were stoned,
Starring off the balcony out at the night,
I'm terrified, unable to remember our fight,
This seems so surreal,
Insane, the mentality I feel,
Irrationality, in the face of regret,
The last words I uttered were to forget,
Searching for remains,
My life drains,
No remnants of you,
Not even a clue,
It appears you were never here,
I am mentally unconscious, I fear,
A nightmare that haunts me,
One last time I wish I could see,
Your beauty in that reverie.