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If there is anything I can do to regain your friendship, tell me. I am aching for friends, and was happier (which was what you wanted) when you spoke to me. I truthfully miss you, and I cannot take it anymore. I have no friends in school, nobody my age I can relate to, and nobody who considers me 'normal.' Everybody considers me this Autistic freak/weirdo person, and when I complain about it, the same people turn around and say 'Oh! The world doesn't revolve around you' as if it is an OK thing to say. It is OK coming from a friend trying to give a life lesson, but not from some freak ass bitch who only wishes you death; who turns around and makes you feel incomplete inside, because you have Autism or Asperger's Syndrome. If you are no longer my friend, (honestly, the impression I'm getting), take into consideration that you never meant your word, and therefore, the echoing sound of 'now we are friends forever' is a complete emotionless lie. Take it or leave it, I just don't understand! I apologized to you, and said how I was sorry (even if it wasn't in its directional form). You should have at least SOME time for me. I am a friendless seventeen year old locked in my house all the time who goes to school just to encounter a list of bullies who do not understand themselves; nor do they understand me. I hope you know I truly mean these words, because if you can't see that, you were never a true friend. And a true friend has been something I've been dying for since I was little.
open your eyes so as i may drown in them once more
let me drink of your beauty whilst you break my heart
a heart of stone bleeds for me
your blood whither into ashes to my frightful touch
yes, rape my mane but burning eyes
my thorns, my rose
fall from your trembling lips.
A beautiful name, poet.
I should try teaching myself some of the old English terms. Perhaps I'll read about them.
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