Atomic Shower by Twelve I feel combustible elements inside of me swirl. Can't take the day off from the truth of the world. I am here alone but i feel like a bomb waiting to explode unable to stay calm. Anger and anxiety boil over in me and i am no where near the place that i want to be. Don't try to stop me don't tell me to chill. That will only exacerbate my desire to kill. Provoke me slowly hold me but know me well enough to feel that the unholy is folding. I can't walk straight if my focus is lost. But trust me i can explode even in the cold or the frost. I'm lost now don't feel quite up to triumph. More like ready for apocalypse as i die in violence. I'm unhappy in silence or riot. What i want is chaos in quiet. Maybe death stalks me in a quest for power. And my only cleansing can come from an Atomic Shower. Added to GotPoetry.com ( http://www.gotpoetry.com ) on 03-Nov-2009