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Poems - Searching for a cure to my Arrogance

Searching for a cure to my Arrogance

by Eternal_fire

Daily dealing with the same things insanely maintaining my mentality & honest modality
Roaming these streets feeling & looking homely so they get to know me first for my originality
Putting my work in until my hands hurting trying to grow into a man & stand in neutrality
Battling my duality personality suffering & eternally recovering from myself brutality
As a child never interested in what this fowl cesspool, wrecked cruel world has to offer
Overwhelmed with grief hardly sober failing to achieve my piece of mind denied a friendly shoulder-
To cry on although I cried dry tears all night long searching for the perfect beat to write my song
Burning & yearning to meet my queen; one I can believe she’s my equal & not a sequel to these clones
Because I’ve been solo for so long building the “real me” up after these demons tried to kill me dead
Recovered from being beaten under the gutter; persona stronger than others just trying to get ahead
My life is spiritual; this next generation is critical & affecting the best of us; to the rest of us, it’s pitiful
I may be truly miserable because there aren’t any suitable individuals who understand it remaining apolitical
I’ve been many places and witness God forsaken citizens in action acting out of pocket
We all need the one true God because nothing’s possible or honorable without his involvement
I’ve received blessings in droplets leading me to believe sin hasn’t given me the death it’s promised
Praying for solvents to save my apartment after my past had caught up with not one respondent
Writing my angry deranged thoughts on parchments worthy of containing my heartless responses
Awakened by gossip from friends I frolic with but they pretend in order get in my defenses so I forfeit my allotment
Addicted to this malignant eternal fire inhaling flames that’s internally changing, making me implicit
Persistent on erasing what’s left of my innocents trying my best to stay resistant but I’m far from efficient
Intelligence overridden by my ignorance & nonexistent sense of fitting in when it’s forbidden anyway
My life sentence; I’m twisted real different living in coexistence with men & women with empty brains
Educated only in spirituality but reality made me see I need to learn what makes this world turn in place
I’m not religious but his words implanted in me like indigenous creation, failing to live in imitation through his prestigious faith
I’ve seen tomorrow; days full of sorrow & yesterdays evidence living on borrowed time like I’m irrelevant
Reminded that I’ve been blinded with arrogance; so I’ve given my mind, body, heart and essence as an example like a surrogate