The dreaded One day.

One day we made a plan, we made a plan where we would go far away.
One day we would go to Europe and I`d tell you everything I haven't been.
One day I would tell you what I`m to scarred and anxious to say.
One day I`ll tell you, one day far away I`ll say what I need to say.
He told me to watch this show.
It`s about 2 Best friends. They fell in love when they thought it wasn`t possible.
So I couldn`t say the words I needed to say because you would think they`re fake.
One day we made a plan, we made a plan where we would go far away.
One day we would go to Europe and I`d tell you everything I haven't been.
One day I would tell you what I`m to scarred and anxious to say.
One day I`ll tell you, one day far away I`ll say what I need to say.
His parents suck.
I`m a white girl, they would never have me around!
Even if you felt how i felt, it couldn`t be.
It would end our friendship and I need you, so I`ll settle for what I have, some is better then none right?
One day we made a plan, we made a plan where we would go far away.
One day we would go to Europe and I`d tell you everything I haven't been saying.
One day I would tell you what I`m to scarred and anxious to say.
One day I`ll tell you, one day far away I`ll say what I need to say.
But One day won`t come.
I`m writing this thinking of how I`ll show you and it will all be ok, but it won`t and I won`t.
I`ll lose you. I can`t ever do that. Cause even if it goes great we both know it won`t last.
So I`ll stay with my dreams, make up worlds in my head, pretend I`ll show you this, even though I know I won`t.
One day we made a plan, we would make money and fly away, when you said it I knew we`d never fall through.
One day I looked at a map, all the countries and all the budgets, I got a job for that one day.
One day I`ll say it, One day when I`m not able to take it.
One day, you won`t feel the same, and we won`t ever get to my dream, or Europe.