This is my goodbye

All I do is think
Rambling thoughts that make me shrink
My gut feels heavy and I can't breathe
But no one knows because it's all in me
My heart shatters as it drops
To see that message that's over the top
I try to be better
And yet you don't care
that my smile has changed a lot
I cant Stop the toxic thoughts
Cant Stop  the forming of knots
My throat closes up even more
As I read all your comments that hit my core
But as I'm asked if I'm okay
I can barely say please go away
I turn away as my heart turns to grey
My clímax isn't great
Because now all I feel is the weight

The weight of your words telling me I'm the problem
But you moved on and left me forgotten
Because to you I'm just another friend
But to me you were my everything
So now I say goodbye
Because you don't deserve to be glorified