Rotting Away At Myself
Am I a casualty of my own self?
I can feel the grinding of my own bones inside of me,
they’re rubbing together,
every step forward is painful.
I feel like this is my own fault.
I look like a corpse,
my skin is turning pale, muddled, and purple,
and my eye bags are sinking further into my skull.
Pessimism is bubbling up to the surface like bile.
I don’t feel like I belong here,
I want to scratch way at myself until there’s nothing left,
I’ll tear into my skin before this can overtake me.
Just because I know that I shouldn’t doesn't mean that I won’t.
I’m going straight to hell after I leave here,
but maybe I’ll fit in there just right,
and I’ll finally be able to remove this mask of normality.
Or it could be that I was never meant to exist in the first place.
I did this to myself.
About this poem
This poem is about blaming myself for my depression and my struggle with it.
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Written on October 10, 2023
Submitted by CurryPoof on October 10, 2023
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Scheme | A BXC X XCC X DXB X DXB X A |
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Closest metre | Iambic hexameter |
Characters | 817 |
Words | 182 |
Stanzas | 10 |
Stanza Lengths | 1, 3, 1, 3, 1, 3, 1, 3, 1, 1 |
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