Get it Together

She is in a state of muse.
A calming role of her being just to be.
Sometimes it is needed.
Most of the time it is required.
Filled with scattered thoughts and boiling blood
Internally she was suffused.
Externally she is free.
But her emotions...they are unimpeded...
Driven feelings that make her tired.
She's inspired by what is desired.
Uninspired by what can't be acquired.
Spiraled by all the shit that has conspired.
Happy she is irrespectively.
She pulls herself together collectively.
It is what it is, effectively.