Analysis of An episode of my life

Four beautiful years of love,
We made three billion memories,
You told me that we two are the stars that cannot be destroyed,
but right now I'm the one standing in pain,
confused to death who is searching for the other star which was holding  my hands till the very last minute.

We lived in our world,
drowned in love,
Wiping each others tears,
fighting against all our fears.
The sweet kisses against my lips,
the warm cuddles that bounded our souls,
tried to turn every possible minute to be a happy memory,
but right now Im standing alone with those promises and memories rushing in my mind.

We were burning like candles to provide each other the light,
We were going through so much to provide each other the right,
At every worst possible situation you held my hands and said "babe...dont worry,we have a bigger fish to fry";
But I didn't see this coming where you closed my door and opened yours to the grave.

Why did you leave me alone? why did you go?
you said we are gonna touch our hundreds,
but you left me hanging alone at my twenty-four.
I can't take it, I can't hold this up in my head,
its just this body standing here 'cause I saw my soul being dead.
I don't care what others say, I don't care about anything,
wait until tomorrow,
ill be there beside you in heaven and as well as in your grave.