Analysis of My sons gift

This may be the last thing that I say to you, but I promise you my love for you is always true. I’ve sacrificed more than you’ll ever know, I am sorry if sometimes it didn’t show. If I’m gone I’ll still give you the same amount I love that I did when I was here, and don’t regret any tears. You’re a precious gift from God and me, and you’ll always be a special part of me. We never know what’s going to happen to us at times,
But know that your mom meant well i’ll always be with you you’ll see the signs.

If I failed you that’s my fault,
But if you grow up stronger then that means you learned everything I said that I taught. Unfortunately I didn’t tell you all of this before I was sick, but my most precious gift is you and Don’t ever forsake  it