Analysis of " 'I' Nine Times' "

I wanted to choose my happiness over anything
but i choose recklessness and got nothing,
now i want to make my self smile
out of everything from i made my self fragile
without loosing moment, i found my way to live
with everyone still more with me, i have peace to give
made uncountable memories which were gorgeous
light up my mind in any dark mode or conscious
free to have my freedom
like living in own kingdom
the moment i feel i lost my identity
i only think of my self, and believe in my quality