Analysis of I wish I was fucking dead



I wish I was fucking dead
said the sad cunt to his self
whilst blowing several trumpets
and rather being someone else

some other place, some other time
all expectations, get in line
what's this, what's that, what have they said
I wish I was fucking dead

what will they think, what will they say
it'll be OK but not today
relentless arguments in my head
I wish I was fucking dead

divorced from life married to strife
if hell were a person I'd take a wife
at least I'd be "normal" at least I'd be fed
I wish I was fucking dead

something completely fucking rotten
lost, abandoned but not forgotten
has gone and gotten in my head
I wish I was fucking dead

and amidst all this confusion
come inadequate delusions
grandeur, pander to it, meds?
I wish I was fucking dead

act like you're a proper person
like your problems cannot worsen
fuck it all and just lie in bed
I wish I was fucking dead

make excuses, self abuse it
have your doubts but then accuse it
when all is done, when all is said
I wish I was fucking dead


Scheme Axbx xxaA ccaA ddaA eeaA exbA eeaA ffaA
Poetic Form Quatrain  (63%)
Metre 1111101 1011111 1101010 0101011 11011101 1010101 11111111 1111101 11111111 101111101 010100011 1111101 01111011 1100101101 11111011111 1111101 100101010 101011010 11010011 1111101 00111010 10100010 0110111 1111101 11101010 11101010 11101101 1111101 10101011 11111011 11111111 1111101
Closest metre Iambic tetrameter
Characters 1,018
Words 203
Sentences 2
Stanzas 8
Stanza Lengths 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4
Lines Amount 32
Letters per line (avg) 25
Words per line (avg) 6
Letters per stanza (avg) 100
Words per stanza (avg) 24

About this poem

Written at a particularly dark time in my life whilst struggling with addiction.

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Submitted on November 02, 2022

Modified on March 24, 2023

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