Analysis of Real Gospel

I must admit I haven't been the best
Staring at the wall at midnight; full of stress in my chest
Begging The Lord to save me; so my mind can get some rest
Crying and praying when will it go away
Praying and crying reminiscing about the good days
Asking for forgiveness because I was born into sin
Save me Jesus;here go the tears again
Verse after verse I read; while the water come down slow
Only The Lord knows where we about to go
So, I cry out to the heavens hoping he get my call
Jesus will you please just save us all
I can't take no more this world awful
This is not a sugarcoat poem;
This is real Gospel