Throughout the Years

So much pain I’ve gained,
The “I” in the pain remain.
But I can’t explain.
Throughout the years but,
life sucks and deepens its cut,
could have been it shut?
I’ve been always drained,
From the burden that remains,
That I couldn’t restrain.
I was once a dreamer,
I thought my life would be happier,
That easier than before.
I keep wondering why,
Keeping things makes me so high
that I want to fly.
I pray to not fear,
The struggles I’m facing this year,
Lifelong throughout the year.