Why me

I see your face I’m not worth it I say I hate this place though it seems I’m invisible

but that means why would anyone love me I’m useless why am I getting doves when their are better people

I’m am but a throw away used once and tossed away

Im always played I think it’s love I send you doves but I’m just used after I find the truth my blood starts to ooze

I just wanna be loved my core to my bone

you see I hide my emotions I hide how I really am of my life as a different person

but I slowly just worsen I went from shy kid who everybody loved

to someone that everybody had to confess their feelings to

everybody thought you were a different person

That’s how you acted when your true friends knew the real you.